I like the history we end up sharing and the connections we end up making, but almost without exception, social interaction is not actively pleasant for me while it's happening.
This is me, all over!
Sadly a lot of my past makes interacting with people painful for me. I'm constantly trying to interpret what unspoken things are going on. I wonder if I'm offending people that I love. Or making them uncomfy without knowing it. There are awkward lulls in conversation that leave me trying to fill the gaps, and I never know if I'm doing it right.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2008-09-04 02:53 am (UTC)This is me, all over!
Sadly a lot of my past makes interacting with people painful for me. I'm constantly trying to interpret what unspoken things are going on. I wonder if I'm offending people that I love. Or making them uncomfy without knowing it. There are awkward lulls in conversation that leave me trying to fill the gaps, and I never know if I'm doing it right.