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There's stuff I want that I can't have. No one can give it to me, and I can't go out and get it, or take it by force, nor can I buy it. I just have to decide how much of it I can do without, and how much of it is essential or a deal-breaker. Sometimes, this sucks.

No, I'm not getting more specific. And that sucks, too.

I should be clearer.

My life does not suck. I'm generally happy, and things (most things, anyway) are going well. There's just something that I don't have that I want, and that's not happymaking. But thank you for your concern, all, both here and in email. I'm really fine, just frustrated.

But I have ten pounds of meat marinating in the fridge, so how could life be bad? Or something. ;-)

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Was feeling a bit wonky and down. It helped a lot to take a walk with someotherguy, get some caffeinated goodness, and find some neat stuff in our neighborhood, namely some impatiens that gave up some seeds for me; a permanent, self-serve yard sale; a hydrangea bush with all the flowers falling off (hard to explain how cool it looked); and, on returning home, the fact that my cilantro is about to give birth to coriander seed, which I love. :-) And I've eaten one and a half of my little tomatoes, and they're sweet and yummy and golden-orange. Very cool. :-)

Off to sell plates in a little bit. Have a lovely evening, all.

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By the way, just a couple of years ago, I wouldn't have believed I would be posting about how many plants are providing me happiness these days. :-)