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Mar. 29th, 2008 08:39 pmAs I snuggle further and further into my hermitage, I feel better and better. I mean, everything's not perfect -- I have a pinched nerve; I haven't seen ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
stonebender in longer than usual; a friend could have used my company tonight and I didn't have socializing energy in me; I had to nip an ant invasion in the bud today -- but I feel this peaceful joy suffusing me because I'm letting myself take this chance to do what I need to do, which is withdraw. In the past, I might have seen this as pathological; now it just feels like good self-care.
I like being a healthy, happy human. In my teen years, I'm not sure I could have envisioned a life this full of joy and peace.
stonebender in longer than usual; a friend could have used my company tonight and I didn't have socializing energy in me; I had to nip an ant invasion in the bud today -- but I feel this peaceful joy suffusing me because I'm letting myself take this chance to do what I need to do, which is withdraw. In the past, I might have seen this as pathological; now it just feels like good self-care.I like being a healthy, happy human. In my teen years, I'm not sure I could have envisioned a life this full of joy and peace.