thoughts at 2am

[serene]

sogwife rocks. Tonight (well, last night, I guess, technically), we had a conversation about some difficult thoughts and feelings I've been having, and she held my hand and said loving things and cried with me and understood exactly what I was talking about. Some of it was hard/scary for me to say, and she was perfect in the face of it. I am so lucky.

lcohen was also a calm port in a stormy evening for me. Thank you, lovely girl.

My voice isn't back yet, but I'm amused by how every other word I try to say never makes it out of my mouth.

Did you know that anchovies are a gateway meat?

Went to the chocolate tasting Saturday night and had a marvelous time. People seemed to like my toffee, which made me proud, and my outfit, which made me feel sexy. We talked about how hot one of the dancers was. Over and over. Not until much later did we find out we were sharing a table with her *parents*! Saw mactavish and tenacious_snail and the_ogre and a very hot lingerie model (7patches) and a wayhot eeyore_grrl and cassidyrose and tons of other friends. I love getting a chance to see people I don't see enough of.

Have been in something of a hibernation lately, due mostly to low physical energy and a feeling of wintry cocooning. If I've ignored you, I'm very sorry, and you have my permission to poke me in email or on the phone.

Work is fine. My love life is stellar. Netflix is fun. Staying up late is fun. Going to the movies with stonebender is fun.

Which reminds me -- gotta post about the oscar competition. Gonna send myself an email to remind myself.

Comments

I Love You.

[sogwife.livejournal.com]

That is all. : )

[eeyore-grrl.livejournal.com]

'twas good to see you, though briefly, across the room. and you make me *blush* too. eek! california is turning out to be relatively good for my ego. :) though i think it is the dyke cut and the black hair dye. :-P

shared a table with the parents. bwahahahhahaha

and i'm so glad that you have sogwife to talk to when you need to about difficult things. that is fantabulous. and that you are confronting things you need to. you rock, yourself missy!

[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

Her step-mom was the classmate of mine that I mentioned seeing. Small, small world.

[lcohen]

thank you. i miss when i don't talk with you for too long.