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Nov. 10th, 2007 10:35 pmFeeling a bit fragile and mortal tonight. Restless and wandery; too tired to do much, too wired to sleep. Having trouble getting anything (work, writing, housework, books) to matter.
Being sweet to myself about it, though. After all, as easily as it all went, I did just get a huge tumor taken out of my neck. And
someotherguy and
sogwife and
stonebender are being sweet to me, too, as is my mom, who doesn't have pancreatic cancer (probably just a blockage in a bile duct), so along with this feeling that lots of things don't matter is a reminder of the things that do, so all is well, or will be soon.
Being sweet to myself about it, though. After all, as easily as it all went, I did just get a huge tumor taken out of my neck. And