One o' my rambles
Sep. 3rd, 2002 10:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sereneI have this other LJ that I used a lot when I first set it up, but then found that it was weird to keep logging off and logging on as another person, as though the stuff I was talking about there was not part of who I am here, so I've let it languish. I enjoy being all me, all the time. And speaking of being all me, there's a part of my inner life that I only share with a few people, and I've been wondering how much I want to invest in talking about it with others. If the inner becomes outer, naturally I will share it with people close to me, but where do I draw the line? (Example that's not the actual thing under consideration: Say I had BDSM fantasies, but no desire to ever live them out or even to share them with anyone. Should I tell my partner? Should I tell others? I mean, I know that if I decided to live out some of the fantasies, I would want to be out about that, but if it was purely hypothetical? Dunno.)
Eating a terrific walnut-grain loaf with a wonderful mushroom gravy. I swear sometimes that I could live on mushroom gravy. Mmmmmm.
Work is pleasant, as usual, and the ocean taunts me with its breeze and its glimmeryshimmer.
The munchkins started school today. Munchkin The Elder was late; no big surprise, since zir mom isn't exactly Ms. On The Ball. But still, bummer being late for the first day of middle school.
Had more productive and loving talks with cute-poet-chick. And we looked for (and found, we think) a new place to move to. More space, a washer/dryer in the unit, and about twice the rent. It's a big step for her, and I think it means she really does feel like we have a future together.
Talked a *lot* about our poly issues, but I think that's something I'll save for alt.poly.
Mmmmm, water.
Can't get into my webmail right now, so I think I'll go surf around LJ for the rest of my lunch half-hour.
Eating a terrific walnut-grain loaf with a wonderful mushroom gravy. I swear sometimes that I could live on mushroom gravy. Mmmmmm.
Work is pleasant, as usual, and the ocean taunts me with its breeze and its glimmeryshimmer.
The munchkins started school today. Munchkin The Elder was late; no big surprise, since zir mom isn't exactly Ms. On The Ball. But still, bummer being late for the first day of middle school.
Had more productive and loving talks with cute-poet-chick. And we looked for (and found, we think) a new place to move to. More space, a washer/dryer in the unit, and about twice the rent. It's a big step for her, and I think it means she really does feel like we have a future together.
Talked a *lot* about our poly issues, but I think that's something I'll save for alt.poly.
Mmmmm, water.
Can't get into my webmail right now, so I think I'll go surf around LJ for the rest of my lunch half-hour.
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Date: 2002-09-03 08:39 pm (UTC)I wonder if it's necessary for me to have a secret inner life. Seems that every time I disclose one of my secret inner lives, I have to go get another.
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Date: 2002-09-04 05:58 am (UTC)Yes, maybe I need a part of me that is hidden from everyone but myself. Hmm.
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Date: 2002-09-04 11:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-09-04 12:06 pm (UTC)