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I feel the start of something just beneath my skin. Maybe it's garden-variety restlessness, but it feels more like I feel when I'm ready to make a major change. Found myself looking at Green job sites today and not clicking the "san diego only" button. Found myself listing all the things I might want to do with my life. Found myself imagining what my life would be like if it took a dramatic turn, and what that would mean to me and to the people around me. We shall see. Wrote myself this email: "remember: a big dream is worth striving for. you can move, you can do anything, you can go anywhere. Is writing the thing? If so, get to it. Not writing but singing? Then do it. Environment/activism? Whatever! Do it. Teaching, maybe?" We. Shall. See.