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Jul. 2nd, 2005 01:44 amUsually, when I'm tired and still wanna be up on the computer, I stalk people (Normal Bob, a sweetie, whatever), but today I spent an hour looking at my journal entries from a period when I was falling in love and breaking up at the same time. Wow. Rough/beautiful time. And as much as it can make me sad to think about the breakup, where I am now is so so so so much happier than where I was then that I ended up just crying from joy. I also have a little bit of NRE-like stuff going on at the moment as a result of reading about those weeks. Not a bad way to fall asleep. 'Night, folks.
[I will always love her. I will always wish I'd been able to be enough for her, or her for me. But I'm not sad any more about not being with her. I think it's better this way, for both of us.]
[I will always love her. I will always wish I'd been able to be enough for her, or her for me. But I'm not sad any more about not being with her. I think it's better this way, for both of us.]
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Date: 2005-07-02 06:21 pm (UTC)I think I'm getting there with
I hope.
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Date: 2005-07-08 05:44 am (UTC)*hugs you for days*
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Date: 2005-07-08 04:18 pm (UTC)