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[serene]

Did a contract job until around midnight, then went to bed. Had some yummy snuggling (sure, it's a euphemism, but there was snuggling involved), and then went to sleep.

Then.

Spent what felt like the whole night having upsetting dreams in which I am disappointing cute-poet-chick by not moving out of her place quickly enough. I would awaken, shake it out of my brain, fall back to sleep, and have the same dream over again. Get up, go to the bathroom, go to sleep, have the dream.

NOT conducive to a good night's rest.

*sigh*

Let me tell you, when that woman would beam her adoration at me, I felt like the whole world was soaked in adoration. When I lost her approval, it was like my guts were ripped out. Clearly, I'm not completely over it yet.

Still hungover from it, but it's an easy day at work, and then I may exercise my newfound freedom and skip the Nomad tonight. We'll see.

My boss tried to cut my hours to eight a *week* yesterday. Not gonna happen. She's going to try to find me at least twenty hours by next week, or I'm gonna walk. It was time for a change anyway.

If anyone will be in Berkeley around noon, I sure could use some lunch company. I work at the corner of Telegraph and Bancroft, and lunch is from noon to 1. Any takers?

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[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

take

[serenejournal.livejournal.com]

Yay! Do you have a food mood? I can meet you at noon anywhere within a few blocks of the campus, or you can meet me at noon at my office, which is on Upper Sproul Plaza, right next door to the fountain and the Golden Bear cafe place (my office is 260 Cesar Chavez, and you can call 510-642-0518 if you get lost).

[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

I'm not that familiar with where things are on campus, but two of the near-campus places that I like to eat and will miss are Long Life Vegi (on University) and Intermezzo (on Telegraph). Do either of those appeal to you?

[serenejournal.livejournal.com]

Intermezzo's closer (so more time to eat/schmooze). Noon? I've been craving their bread lately.

[tenacious-snail.livejournal.com]

works for me. Yay!

[kalmn.livejournal.com]

i will be around berkeley at noon, but sadly for only extrasolar values of "around".

i keep having dreams in which my subconscious informs me that i should get divorced. hello subconscious! figured that one out already!

[serenejournal.livejournal.com]

I had a momentary squee. Apparently my subconscious doesn't know that YOU know that I would kick your ass if you were in town and I didn't know it.

[kightp.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure any of us ever get entirely Over something like that. I occasionally still have heart-rending dreams about someone I almost married when I was 22.

[firecat]

Yep, I occasionally have emotional dreams about sweeties who've been important to me.

[sagittaria.livejournal.com]

That's not good news. :(

[serenejournal.livejournal.com]

It's not every day, sweetie. Most days, I realize how much happier I am now that I'm in a life where people approve of me and actively *like* who I am. Some days, though, it's sad, and obviously my dreams are not on my side sometimes.

It gets better, hon, I promise.

[ptigris.livejournal.com]

Odd. Last night I dreamt that F was trying to seduce me, and when I was hesitant (it's never been easy to say no to that boy), he did something in character, though strange nonetheless:

"Well, fine, then I won't be your friend anymore."

Woke up sad and confused.

[lcohen]

i had some sort of moment where i wanted to make a joke that only ayana would get sort of thing. i don't dream of her, however. (i think i mostly don't sleep long or deeply enough to dream.) i have these two dogs in my life now that my new whatever has. last night one of them woke me and i had a total "hannah?" moment.