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Feb. 23rd, 2010 02:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sereneTomorrow (well, really, today, since I'm still up at 2:30am): Get EKG; start beta blockers
Soon: Get echocardiogram; get holter monitor; increase thyroid meds
Tonight: Find it impossible to sleep because my heart wants to beat to its own funky rhythm, scary as hell
(The heart stuff is all to make it possible to increase the thyroid meds, which suppress the risk of cancer recurrence while simultaneously making my heart do all kinds of weird shit.)
I fucking hate this.
[Edited to add: I really do know that staying awake isn't safer than falling asleep. Try to convince my hindbrain of that.]
Soon: Get echocardiogram; get holter monitor; increase thyroid meds
Tonight: Find it impossible to sleep because my heart wants to beat to its own funky rhythm, scary as hell
(The heart stuff is all to make it possible to increase the thyroid meds, which suppress the risk of cancer recurrence while simultaneously making my heart do all kinds of weird shit.)
I fucking hate this.
[Edited to add: I really do know that staying awake isn't safer than falling asleep. Try to convince my hindbrain of that.]