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Apr. 4th, 2007 08:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sereneOnce, I had someone tell me she thought I was too invested in presenting my life as easy. I've also had people tell me that it seems like nothing upsets me or is ever hard for me.
Today, my life has been hard. Being happy has been hard.
But I'm doing the best I can to take care of myself, and I know myself, and I know I'll be happy again soon, because that's how it works for me -- unhappy never lasts very long.
And hey, I have health insurance now, so if I start collapsing from stress, I can rush myself to the emergency room and not wonder which limb I'll have to sell to afford it.
Today, my life has been hard. Being happy has been hard.
But I'm doing the best I can to take care of myself, and I know myself, and I know I'll be happy again soon, because that's how it works for me -- unhappy never lasts very long.
And hey, I have health insurance now, so if I start collapsing from stress, I can rush myself to the emergency room and not wonder which limb I'll have to sell to afford it.