randomosity

[serene]

looking up hostels for a friend

endlessly refreshing websites that won't change

playing "she's saving me" on endless repeat so I can learn the words

there is no way the words about what my activities are this evening can capture how I feel, how right I feel in my skin and my life right at this moment

the layer between my skin and bones feels like it's been chilled, but only on the left

I cracked the wheat for this tabouli myself. no, that's a lie. I used the grain grinder.

I miss everyone I've ever lost, and it will never end

And it's okay

"It feels like no fear. It feels like no doubt. It feels like inside-out."

Comments

[bitty.livejournal.com]

Did you get our email? I know you've been offline for a while, but we're trying to finalize plans.

[serenejournal.livejournal.com]

I did, and I thought I responded. Whatever it is, I'm sure it's fine, but I'll go find it and confirm.

[deakat]

Warm and healing thoughts from across the continent to you and yours. I've been off LJ since I brought a big rescue dog (5 years old, 4.5 of those in shelters) home on the 20th.

[hitchhiker.livejournal.com]

i read "endlessly refreshing" as an adjective. sounds nicer that way :)