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Nov. 10th, 2007 10:35 pmFeeling a bit fragile and mortal tonight. Restless and wandery; too tired to do much, too wired to sleep. Having trouble getting anything (work, writing, housework, books) to matter.
Being sweet to myself about it, though. After all, as easily as it all went, I did just get a huge tumor taken out of my neck. And
someotherguy and
sogwife and
stonebender are being sweet to me, too, as is my mom, who doesn't have pancreatic cancer (probably just a blockage in a bile duct), so along with this feeling that lots of things don't matter is a reminder of the things that do, so all is well, or will be soon.
Being sweet to myself about it, though. After all, as easily as it all went, I did just get a huge tumor taken out of my neck. And
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Date: 2007-11-11 07:00 am (UTC)ain't it grand when you get to take one of these long looks and find so many shiny faces to kiss?
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Date: 2007-11-11 02:08 pm (UTC)also, even though i have just woken up from fifteen hours of sleep i am unable to be excited enough about your mom not having pancreatic cancer. so please accept a few weak woos and some armwaving from over here. (dratted cold remnants.)
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Date: 2007-11-11 02:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-11-11 06:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-11-12 02:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-11-12 04:02 am (UTC)I'm very glad your mom doesn't have pancreatic cancer.
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Date: 2007-11-12 07:04 am (UTC)