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I didn't tell you all about my new project yet, did I? I got to watching Mythbusters with the boyfiend and one thing led to another, so anyway, here it is!

Momma Duck, if you're reading this, don't click here unless you want to spoil your birthday surprise. If you do, I won't be mad or anything, just fair warning. )
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It was pointed out to me yesterday (by a boyfriend who has barely seen me in a month, not that that is narrowing things down any) that I have yet to take a single day off from responsibilities since my furlough began on June 1. Yesterday, I participated in a study at Cal for a few hours; the day before, I had a doctor's appointment; the weekend was full of cooking and hosting; three weeks at my mom's; and so on...

I need to get off the merry-go-round or I'll look around on August 1 and find that I didn't spend a single day of my furlough relaxing.

Relaxing. That sounds really good.

Time to go cancel whichever plans I can. Today, I need to take the teenager to EDD to sign up for their youth job programs, and tomorrow I have a date with [personal profile] stonebender, but I think after that, I need to lie low for a while. Wish me luck.
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1) Quick lunchish break at The Best Job Ever. I was going to go to my union's lunch meeting, but I got a bout of social anxiety and talked myself out of it. I have a bunch of work to do anyway, so I can justify it with a Protestant Work Ethic argument, even though I was raised Catholic.

2) I am seriously the meanest parent ever (I don't mean that, so don't worry about reassuring me that it's not mean to maintain boundaries). I woke her at 6am to do the chores I reminded her about last night. She did a half-assed job, so I woke her AGAIN a half hour later to finish what she'd started. I really don't want to do this three times a week, but I will.

3) Women's Open Mic tonight at the Montclair Women's Club. Wanna go? The time I went, the music and the womanspace were just a balm to my soul, if I have one. I am really fighting my urge to bail on it, because I remember how good I felt last time. It helps to invite other people, sometimes. [livejournal.com profile] bastette_joyce is probably coming; anyone else?

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Sep. 8th, 2009 05:53 pm
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1) My adorable and crazy neighbor, [livejournal.com profile] worthyadvisor, is swimming the Tiburon Mile THIS SUNDAY (!) for Hospice. Even if you can't donate -- or can only donate a tiny bit -- you have to see her donation page. The adorableness is massive. She's also auctioning off some awesome stuff to raise more donations.

2) I keep trying to say stuff about my increasing withdrawal into myself, and this hermitage of mine, but all that keeps coming out is "Yes, I still love you all. I wish I had it in me to see you. I just don't. Sorry."

3) The Best Job Ever continues to be fabulous. My mom continues to be sick. [personal profile] stonebender's dad continues to be very sick with leukemia. [livejournal.com profile] dbubley continues to have cancer. Basically, what was good before is still good, and what sucked still sucks. I wish I could wave my magic wand and make it all better, I truly do.

4) This weekend was a tonic for me. Except to go for walks and shop for food, I didn't leave the house. I made vegan carrot cake and cooked dinners and cleaned and paid magazine bills and clipped coupons and zoned out in front of the computer and read The Graveyard Book and got some peace. It was really wonderful, and it reinforced for me that this whole hermitage thing is, for now, really working for me. I have a book club commitment this week, but no commitments otherwise, and that's a good thing.

5) On Monday, the kid starts her figure drawing class at Cal. I'm very excited about it. I think she is, too, when she's not mad at me.

6) A few weeks ago, I started eating a different way in order to be proactive about the side effects of my medication, and WOW! Hermitage or no hermitage, I have So. Much. Energy. I'm cooking and cleaning and going for walks. I'm getting maybe 5-6 hours of sleep, on average, and feeling great. And I almost never have joint pain or heart palpitations now. This may all be a coincidence, but I'll take it.

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