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[serene]

Still feeling mildly hung over from the past week. The munchkins' dad needs a triple bypass, but his diabetes numbers are so high that they can't operate right now. I'm also having a difficult situation at home, whose details I don't want to talk about here (if you're one of those people I talk about this sort of thing with, I'd be okay with elaborating in email), but I don't mind saying it's causing me no small amount of brain drain.

Essentially, I feel like my mind is wrapped in gauze, because there's this problem I can't see a solution to, and there's this other problem whose solution depends on someone's doing something they don't want to do, and I just want my smart brain and emotional intelligence to be able to fucking SOLVE things, not just smoothe them over when they come up. It is *very* frustrating to be a person who feels pretty good at finding solutions, and then to come upon a problem that despite all efforts remains unsolved, or whose solution is different depending on whom you ask, or whose compromise solution feels better-than-nothing to some parties and worse-than-nothing to others.

(I know it would be easier if I talked about details, but y'all can't help me with the details. I just need to rant a little, and let folks know why I'm really not connected to my world and my friends at the moment.)

Comments

[pure-agnostic.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I can understand. I've got some problems that are in need of a solution soon. I'm sure you can figure a way out for yourself and your loved ones.